Love made visible

Hi I have had a nice day today one of my college friend come over and we did some work and get a bit of food . It was really nice to have someone over it does not happen a lot . I hope that I will get to do it again . I would really like to talk to one of my friends tonight I feel a bit lonely and upset and I am not saw why . I did good a long walk today with was nice and it gave me a bit of today to think and to talk to my mum . I try not to do that to much because it always makes me feel down . I think that is what a mums job is . It is funny for the last two years I have been seeing the same women everywhere bus stops train stations on the way to college and I saw her today getting off the train at Staplehurst and she gave me that little smile she always does that warms the heart . I think it is funny how you can feel like your know someone without really knowing them . Maybe that is the best way to be and when you get to really know someone that is when things go wrong . If you never want anything you never get let down " I think that's a super philosophy, Will, that way you can go through your entire life without ever having to really know anybody... " . I hope that I feel less sleepy and run down soon I feel teary . I am happy that there is just two days till college even if there are still a few things I need to do for it but I am sure that I will get the done I always do well just about . That is the stroy of my life