The hard times

Hi I am feeling ok today there are a few things that I want to do . It is college tomorrow that should be ok even if I feel like the people there don't really understand me and it is not so much fun any more . I have been thinking a lot about identity and what is it that make us what we are ? I wake up all the time and ask myself how did I get here is this really it ? I always think that I want to be with people but I seem to be at my best when I am on my own . I really time time on my own time to think time to play my music . I am awful if I don't get to have my music on I get in a really bad mood and feel like I am trying to get out of my own skin . I guess music is how I clear my head and deal with life . I would like to know how many other people feel like me . I hope not to many it is like the Bright Eyes song Lua says " It's not something I would recommend but it is one way to live because what is simple in the moonlight by the morning never is " . Everyone should go to the Be kind rewind website I am always very happy when I go there . The movie I would remake would be The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy with me as Arthur Dent and Lisa-Marie has said that she would be Trillian . I think she was born to play that part. If anyone here wants to play Marvin or Ford Prefect get your preson to ring my preson .