Hi so I am not very well I have get the Mumps with is not very nice and I am sleepy all the time and I am getting upset a lot over very little things . But it should be better in about a week or so . I really hope that it will be . There then that I am doing ok college was really good and very interesting we get to see a video from the 1950s of a women in counselling it has change a lot less then I thought it would have . It was still just to people talking trying to find out what was ture for this women . I did make me think a lot about myself and why I look to others so much . Sometimes I feel like I can not think for myself . I think that I am tranfering my feeling on the other people trying to make them everything that I want to be and when they trun out not to be I fall apart . I don't know what I am going to be up to in the next few days I guess not very much
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I can identify with projecting onto the people the qualities you wish to have, putting them on a pedestal even, then being disappointed in them when they don't measure up. I always feel shitty about it.
I have done it for so long it is a hard thing to to get out of . I think that I need to remember that we are all human with good and bad in us all . How do you try to over come it ?
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